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if i told you,
"you could fuck right off out my life, and it wouldn’t make an impact."
you’d probably blame yourself.
then say, "actually that’s quite poetic."
then tell me that i’m pretty, and sometimes my eyes sparkle when i’m sad.
then I’ll end up apologising because - fuck it.
who was i kidding anyway?
sometimes i see people, and i can’t forget their face for days.
i wonder if i’ve ever stuck in anyone’s mind?
once I held your hand, and we were connected by veins and strings of blood. But it was cold, too cold for us. The flesh ripped away and we were left clutching each other’s bones.
people keep telling me “one day I’ll get my shit together”
but i don't think any of us really believe it.
one time i was pissed and ignored you for a week.
“what’s the point?” you said,
“I’ll be dead soon.”
so i felt guilty, and cried everyday for a year.
when they ask -
(if they ask)
"how come you’re never round anymore?"
i’ll say, “I’m tired” and leave it at that.
because there are some things you don’t need to mention.
i can’t help thinking that if people would just read between the lines, or read the lines in the fucking first place i’d find it a lot easier to just live.
we don’t need to talk all the time.
sometimes when she’s sleeping she talks to ghosts, but only hears half the conversation.
nonononono. stop talking. stop talking. please leave me alone.
nonononono. don’t leave me in the dark.
i’m scared. please.
please. i’m so scared. help me. please.
sometimes she wakes up sobbing
"nononono i don't want to be in love with you anymore."
and she rocks back and forth for hours whispering and reassuring herself
"it's okay,
corpses can’t love you back."
"you could fuck right off out my life, and it wouldn’t make an impact."
you’d probably blame yourself.
then say, "actually that’s quite poetic."
then tell me that i’m pretty, and sometimes my eyes sparkle when i’m sad.
then I’ll end up apologising because - fuck it.
who was i kidding anyway?
sometimes i see people, and i can’t forget their face for days.
i wonder if i’ve ever stuck in anyone’s mind?
once I held your hand, and we were connected by veins and strings of blood. But it was cold, too cold for us. The flesh ripped away and we were left clutching each other’s bones.
people keep telling me “one day I’ll get my shit together”
but i don't think any of us really believe it.
one time i was pissed and ignored you for a week.
“what’s the point?” you said,
“I’ll be dead soon.”
so i felt guilty, and cried everyday for a year.
when they ask -
(if they ask)
"how come you’re never round anymore?"
i’ll say, “I’m tired” and leave it at that.
because there are some things you don’t need to mention.
i can’t help thinking that if people would just read between the lines, or read the lines in the fucking first place i’d find it a lot easier to just live.
we don’t need to talk all the time.
sometimes when she’s sleeping she talks to ghosts, but only hears half the conversation.
nonononono. stop talking. stop talking. please leave me alone.
nonononono. don’t leave me in the dark.
i’m scared. please.
please. i’m so scared. help me. please.
sometimes she wakes up sobbing
"nononono i don't want to be in love with you anymore."
and she rocks back and forth for hours whispering and reassuring herself
"it's okay,
corpses can’t love you back."
Literature
Mask
A smile conceals the wounds so deep,
Outside you laugh, inside you weep,
At night you cry yourself to sleep,
Upon a bed of broken dreams.
A tainted world of hate and lies,
Where love is gone, and laughter dies,
This rotten world before your eyes,
Is it as bad as what it seems?
Beneath the mask, it's black like sin,
But if we dig down deep within,
A beam of light, though weak and thin,
A ray of hope through darkness gleams.
Literature
So I write
God,
I can barely remember
when we were strangers
and all I knew was your name.
And I could sit next to you,
and not feel a thing.
I could look in your eyes
and not know exactly what you were thinking.
I wish I could draw out my feelings.
But all I would get
is a mess of paper and pencil
and some scrambled up picture
of demented people
with missing heads and limbs.
Or no faces.
So I write.
Because theres something so methodic
about the rolling of a ballpoint pen
running over college ruled paper.
Its an antidrug in itself-
rehab in every letter
and safety in every punctuation.
No, not like a cut.
Not like a s
Literature
to err is to learn is to love:
i'll be your spelllcheck,
if you keep making mistakes
you want me to fix.
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but everything is nicer in lowercase,
and when you learn to spell a bit better.
but everything is nicer in lowercase,
and when you learn to spell a bit better.
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In much of your work I see things I think but can't phrase. Its like suddenly seeing your reflection in a beautiful mirror.