breaking violet

i'm a sucker for bone structure and black coats.
strangers with kind eyes and soft voices.

_{strangers with alcohol and cars.}


but i can be more.



"you can swallow x amount of blood before you get sick."

that's bullshit.

limbs are torn from bodies, and bones are
dislocated, snapped, trapped.


just fucking gone.  


just when I needed you.

"you total fucking wanker."

she shakes and coughs and shakes and coughs
up blood.

"you total fucking waste of time."

she's a sucker for good bone structure,
funny accents, speed and sharp objects.

she's bloody useless.
she's spilling out on the pavement.



"i can be more. i can be more than just me." she pleads.


but she knows.


she knows it's fucking pointless saving someone,
just so they can die in a hospital bed.